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los angeles, california, United States

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

aw remember!

i used to loveeeeeeeee these<3

Saturday, December 19, 2009

i really dont know

how it is that i became this person i am today
this whole getting along with guys over girls
not wanting to be ina relationship
not ever wanting kids, marriage, or settling down,
sometimes caring too much about friends when THEY don't care at all
and having this mentality that i have im not sayin i 100%
think like a guy i dont, i dont go out and fuck anything that moves
i actually have morals. i despise homewreckers and sluts
i am old fashioned, in when im intrested in someone i do make the effort to get to know them as a person and if their not up to my standards i move on
its not shallow my standards arent physical attractions, my standards are being motivated and doing something with their life being a good soul honest and genuine
i dont take any guy seriously only cos i know from my own guy friends the same game their spitting at you their spitting to every other girl and then some,
sometimes i think is a bad thing to hang with mostly dudes and get them without letting their mind games get to me but then again
i'd rather never fall hard then fall hard for every guy to tell me he wants to " get to know me" i do have trust issues but i can admit that
being that the only reason i do have trust issues isnt what my guy friends fill me in on guy mentality but what has actually happened to me in a past relationship
FUCK cheaters never date a cheater they dont change they ALWAYS lie
and never let a guy turn you into a SLUT because like the chick from paramore said once a whore you're nothing more theirs no going backwards with guys as in fucking him your first dat ethen expecting the call and second date you already gave em what he wanted so be a SLUT for serious RESPECT YOURSELF! prove you deserve respect!
bottom line is sluts dont deserve respect, and as for me i think sometimes we build up walls, not to keep people out but to see who cares enough to knock them down.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009


i wanna go to the pasadena chalk festival!

really when is it lets go?!

Friday, December 11, 2009

morrissey concert

tonight was awesome morrissey was perfect more pictures & vids later goodnight<333

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

dear santy clause

I've been a good girl this year so here's my list

1-faaaaat gift cards to urban
2-nikon d60
3-juicy and be delicious perfume
4-freaks n geeks dvds
5-ummm how about a man preferably with a beard
Lol k thanksss santyclause


Saturday, December 5, 2009

wise words

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when their right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

— Marilyn Monroe

couldn't have said it better myself.

Friday, December 4, 2009

guys don't change

silly girls!
once a cheater always a cheater why do girls always think THEY will be that ONE GIRL who he won't cheat on the ONE whos gonna change him your dead wrong

and actually im not just talkin about cheating alotta things guys dont change and the few that do change for better or for worse as in, from a low life they'll become someone and do something valuable OR have a baby and live off well fare and a minimum wage job paying for diapers

whatever my point is GUYS DONT CHANGE stop trying to change them if you find someone your content with treat them good because honestly they'll be good to you and vise versa girls really need to stop trying to change guys

if their so dam disrespectful call every girl a slut or a whore what makes you think your going to earn his respect your not! its in his head already that ALL girls are skanks and he can treat them like shit so drop this loser and his loser mindset and go find someone whos gonna treat you GOOD!

-piece a my mindddd, now sweet dreams everyone

Monday, November 23, 2009

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

new moon tomorrow

im excited gonna go see the midnight showing! ps-not a obsessed freak but look what i found hahahah this is creepy why the fuck would buy this shit!??!?! fo reallll!

Sunday, November 15, 2009


today was pure perfection oh & passion in the opposite sex is a must
non passionate=unfuckable FOR SERIOUS!

Monday, November 9, 2009

disneyland today

it was AMAZINGGG duh! i love disneyland ryan seacrest was there he's pretty lol
and went on some ridesssss shopped it was a great day off <3

Friday, November 6, 2009

puppys cypress and quittting

sooo good news first i got a puppy and shes cute ass hell

i couldnt name her for like 3 days it was between gitsie minne peaches or sherie or cherry

FINALLY i names her bunny she's teen like one and hops around like one shes adorable ha

& cypress news long story short instead of hiring seasonals for our super busy locations OUR location which tends to slow down for holidays is sending some people to other locations aka me!
i mean im getting paid mileage and ill most likey get more hours which is dope cos holidays = $pendinggggg so its all good everything happeneds for a reason it was between cypress and la habra i ended up getting sent to cypress good tho cos i know someone at la habra i dont really feel like seeing so i go mid novemeber for about 6 weeks
and quitting 2 weeks ago i approached my manager at 9west to tell her i passed my probation at my second job which by the way pays me over 10 bucks :D as opposed to the sad 8.25 i was making at 9west anyways i wanted to tell her hey the holidays are coming up i can stay but youd have to go by my other jobs schedule or just schedule me sundays my only day off i mean i sell loadssssssssss there she hired me for my selling skills and customer service k so i've been there for a year im thinking she wants me there since when i gave her my 2 weeks 4 months ago she immediatley called my district manager and said leslies leaving do something they talked me into staying until i passed probation now that i have i still wanted to keep both jobs so i go tell her and right after i had said so i passed my probabtion she interupts me and says and you wanna give your 2 weeks? ITS LIKE WTF DO I EVEN SAY BACK UMMM NO? of course not that bitch made it clear shes fed up with me prioritizing my job that pays me more so i said yeah and she said the 6th would be my last day only i worked yesturday and teh time she scheduled me teh 6th conflicted with my other job i assumed shed schedule me later so i was looking forward to working today since all my co workers work friday it could be a day for goodbyes
i really do care about my co workers i mean their your second family i spend more time with them than my family yea i know i work too much anyways THAT BITCH COULDNT EVEN GIVE ME MY GOODBYE DAY she told my manager over the phone to tell me thursday was my last day not friday so much for dammmm goodbyes i was so pissed and today no texts from any co workers how fucked up here i was all sad i didnt get to properly say good byes and they dont even give a shit FUCKKKK THAT JOB THERES A REASON FOR EVERYTHING AND IM WAY BETTER OFF -the end ps-i hope my manager who's acted so fucked up gets her karma back FAST!!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

im getting

a zombiie pin up tattoo combines 2 things i love well actually 3
2-pin ups
3-tarantino as in i want this quote under the tattoo its from grindhouse
"im gonna eat your brains & gain your knowledge" ha i want the pinup kinda like this lil diff
with the eat your brains quote<3 i think its rad if you don't TOUGH:] i like it

Saturday, October 17, 2009

take me here

i promise i'll love you forever, it's my favorite place on earth :)

Wednesday, October 14, 2009


she's on the new seasonnnnnnnn ah! i love rose mcgowan & i love niptuck! awesome!

my makeup

just like this for halloween? possibly yes! my hairs jet black so thats cool
i have loadsssssssss of make up i never use anymore :]
and i gotta ton of rose clips to put in my hair FUCK costumes this is pretty tricky but i think
im down to do it &&& if anyone wants me to do their make up like this im DOWN!

Sunday, October 11, 2009


we adore those who ignore us
and ignore those who adore us...
so sad but true
-i have an ex who hasnt left me alone in years i ignore his calls texts everything.
sometimes he'll call when im with my girlfriends and they all say he's so sad you should talke to him he's always apologizing and he seems sincere yeah yeah blah blah [i'll get back to why he's my EX at the end] so anyways one of my best friends always tells me i would have forgiven him ages ago. WHATEVER its not that im holding on to not forgiving him i couldnt care less my point is he's so annoying calling at random hours every night when im sleepin and i have a job to wake up for i do need rest! and calls at midnight, 2a.m. and 3 a.m. don't make me feel like ...yeah lemme answer right now GREAT TIMING! ...no! so back to my point i just DON'T want this guy in my life even as a friend which he did used to claim was all he wanted but now it's "i'm sorry you're everything i want" and "please let me take you out to dinner i miss you" ugh he's sounds so winy and desprate its disgusting really, it's sad i like aggressive dudes [not wife beaters thanks i mean confident& manly] he sounds like a little bitch. im sorry. but i've endured this for FOUR YES 4! years stupid late night and early morning phone calls i remember once i got so annoyed i actually text him back and said something like next time your drunk and wanna call me go for a drive instead. i've literally told him i dont want him at all ,in my life, as a friend AT ALL so many times and he doesnt quit ever. my frinds say change your number already but my thing is why change the number i've had my whole life for ONE idiot PLUS what if i change it and he somehow gets my new number THEN WHAT? changing my number would have been pointless??!?! basically i don't know what to do anymore i stopped texting him back because before my FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE TEXTS would just make him text more. so i quit and he's still dam persistant. im out of ideas someone tell me what im supposed to do im lost!
ps-we dated 4 years ago for 4 1/2 months and we broke up because i suspected him of cheating which turned out to be true he was with another girl for a whole month and i found out.
i look back and think why did i ever get with him he's NOT attractive to me and i don't remember him ever being attractive to me in fact i was REALLY into this boy from pico the whole time i was with my ex and i'm pretty sure even my ex knew that who didn't oh yeah...
the boy from pico didn't ha!!! so this quote really stood out to me we doe ignore those who adore us and adore those who ignore us. its sucks


my 90 day probabtion & i got a raise!!! ye$$$$!
finally 90 days is a long ass time for a probation period
now to pay off my tickets & go shopppppin!
lifes fan fuckin tastic!

Wednesday, October 7, 2009


halloween just around the corner so syked!
lets all make our own costumes this year BE ORIGINAL
and for god's sakes don't DON'T be alice in wonderland
thanks tim burton we know what the most popular costume this years gonna be! im still not completely decided but im excited for halloween its my favorite!!!!
i REALLY wanna see a beetle juice out there ha!

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

ladies enjoy & share

1-chicks! go top the movies with your girlfriends

you never know when you're gonna run into dudes going to the movies

and by movies i dont mean a chick flick check out a tarantino flick or a judd apatow flick those are the best

2-if you meet a guy and you're intrested or feel if you knew him better you'd def be intrested then woman make advances its 2009!!! guys dont ALWAYS have to do the whole courting process! yes its nice and it's amazing when you find the old fashioned type[if thats what you're into ...i am!] but lets face it guys liek confident woman show him your intrested INTRESTED NOT DESPRATE! love you<3

3-treat your friends how you'd like to be treated

if you're friends keep snubbing you for other friends who arent mutual friends let them know hey you need your friend sometimes

and if they still snubb you THEY'RE not makin an effort to hang so you shouldn't either

4-if you meet a guy and your friends tell you about his past and you hear something you dont like CHILL we all make mistakes give him a chance ok you wouldnt like being judged on your past right!

we all make mistakes we're all human!

5-listen to indie 103 just cos its no longer on teh radio doesnt mean it doesn't exist! http://player.streamtheworld.com/liveplayer.php?callsign=KDLDFM

so listen up!

6-buy cute panties & bras you're a girl ITS OK! to splurge on that feel sexy!

7-always ALWAYS have lotion in your purse dry hands are so manly!

always have your nails done if you cant afford a manicure do it yourself learn its really not that hard havin a color on your nails is lady like

8-hang out with more guys they tell it like it is! ALWAYS if you cant handle havin guy friends without ending up having more than friend feelings for the guys well hun then you CANT have straight guy friends the end you either can or cant theres no in-between

9-if your guy friends girl friends get jealous and insecure about you being their friend DUH! it means they're insecure but that doesnt mean you can have fun knowin you make them insecure so prove that your their friend not their group slut cos trust me there IS group sluts! you know who you are!

10-scented candles are awesome pick up a cool scent for your room its pretty!
11-if your in need of a gift for your guy birthday/anniversary whatever or just because cos btw guys like just because gifts too!
dont think buying him some cologne will make him think he smells bad get outta that high school mindset cut that shit out ok! it means you want him to smell sexy/fresh/clean/manly so pick up your favorite scent for a guy and hopefully your guy will pull it off well i recomend the new diesel for men the last guy i went out on a date with wore it its sooooooooo awesome his scent made me swoon!
12-ladies dont smoke even if a guy smokes trust me they don't like when YOU smoke! its gets smoky in there so don't if your plannin on the babe who keeps staring you down PLUS having a cig close to your mouth makes you look desprate for some attention on your mouth chill it!
love me

Monday, October 5, 2009

lexi's awesome tips :]

1. if you like a girl, just call her. please CALL her.
2. if you like a boy, DON’T call him. Let him call YOU!
3. don’t wait for the phone to ring. you should be juggling men, reading a book, going to the gym, and working towards taking over the world ALL AT ONCE!
4. Hey m cafe- how about you take the raw onions out of the kale salad. What are you trying to do, ruin my life?!
forget 5&6
7. NEVER obsess over a dude – whether you’re in a relationship OR single.
8. here’s a secret: everyone comes out of a vagina-unless they were removed via c section OR a mistaken miscarriage that swam to the surface of the toilet bowl or carpet it landed in. So don’t let someone make you feel less then, OR not as good as them. Unless they ARE better-cuz that does happen sometimes too. Sorry.
9. don’t talk shit. it’s just a good habit to break! ESPECIALLY if you don’t mean it. cuz even if you DON’T talk shit, I’m sure some asshole out there is saying you said something that you didn’t. and if you DO talk shit – people talk and it will get back to the person you’re ragging on. yeah RAGGING!
10. DUDES: if you WANT to be celibate, you don’t HAVE to grow a goatee! but it will definitely help!

whip it

i lovedddddddddd this movie:] ellen page is awesome & drew is the best!

Sunday, September 27, 2009

I won't share you,

listening to moz & wantin a new umbrella mine has a hole:/ where can i find a pretty one?
chinatown ??

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

zombie boy!!

pretty fucking sickkkkkkkkk! huh? i like it over 24 hours of tats CRAZY!
check out the interview INTRESTINGGGG SHIT!

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

beautiful ladies

yes i love them i think they are each so beautful, & have their own unique beauty
truly truly genuine and gorgeous ladiesssss ha!
ps-not a lesbian k thanks

Monday, September 21, 2009


yep bronnie from the real world is my love! he's so funny & he's obsessed with zombies!
ahhhh how perfect ha seriously i'd love to meet bronnie i think he's a babe. he's adorable!
a zombie lover & im infatuated ha i <3 bronnie!

Sunday, September 20, 2009

some tips

1-never leave the house without mascara it's a sin you can look natural WITH mascara

2-never accuse guys of anything YOU'RE gonna look like a insecure fool

3-forever21 is cheap clothes shop vintage that way when you wear your clothes you dont see 5 other gilrs wearin the same exact things

4-save your money and give yourself some salon treatment mani pedi & a massage or facial

it's your money do something good for you

5-always wear moisturizer & lotion soft fcaes hands & skin is sexy dry hands are nasty

6-READ a book there's no good tv books are intresting find a good one trust me there alot!

7-have a movie night with your close friends going out doesnt HAVE to invole alky:]

8-always have chapstick on you at all times dry chapped lips are NOT lady=like or cute!

Friday, September 4, 2009


i dont even wear eyeshadow anymore BUT i still LOVE doin peoples makeup
so whatever i love it! went shoppin with teh boys they leave me alone in MAC for 10 minutes and bye $150 WTF????? hahah i love my new make up tho<333

Thursday, August 6, 2009

before i die

LONDON,INDIA, BRAZIL, PERU, AND VENICE. i wanna visit these places,
travel for a while and enjoy every place i travel to. meet different people & live differently than what im used to, its weird but i dont have anything keeping me here & i liek that
i have no plans to every settle down with anyone ever start a family nothing like that
i just want to travel the world someday, lately i just feel like getting away and starting over somewhere new where i dont know anyone & no one knows me not that i have anything to hide my past has made me who i am and i will forever love all my memories of being young
its just i feel like theres MORE to life more that i'd rather do than just settle down and stay in california im not saying i'd move away and never come back im saying i feel like people are just too self involved sometimes and the older we get the more we see peoples true color
sometimes friends arent friends and im sick of dealin with people bullshit i have who i need
i just know i wanna meet new & intresting souls adventures i feel liek everyones the same here
& its dragging me down to this point that i feel like everyones bullshit i hate this feelin.
maybe i've been workin to much i havent seen my good friends in a while and a conversation or two here and there isnt the same as truly enjoying a friends company, bottom line i feel i really need to get away i wanna work super hard SAVE & TRAVEL already started saving half my paychecks so heres to traveling in due time!!! or before i die :]