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los angeles, california, United States

Friday, February 26, 2010

life right now

Seriously so many girls are being big sluts celebrating the whole if a guy can be a player so can a girl. WHATEVER don't go out play mind games on dudes then expect a guy your really into to be decent with you, its called karma life doesn't always work out the way you want it too. But SERIOUSLY GREAT GUYS ARE LIKE DINOSAURS EXTINT! I'm being serious. Too many girls have fucked over such nice great amazing guys & now they're all players, spitting the same game at you and 5 other chicks, cheaters, flakes, sketches, pansies too scared to tell a girl if they're even feelin her, and flat out assholes. Find me a good guy who isn't like that i DARE YOU! they either find a girl there into and are total amazing gentlemen then give it a month or two if your not putting out they're already too sexually frustrated to keep up this gentlemen thing and find someone who is down to get the friection on. I'm not saying all guys are cheaters im saying you sluts have fucking ruined good guys. Why go through the trouble of getting a cow when you can get the milk for free? OR some other quote like that. I mean why should a guy go and look for something genuine and real with a girl, a girl he can have a connection with, and be into who will accept him with all his flaws, see the good in him, be there for him & motivate him, who brings out the best in him WHY THE FUCK IS HE GONNA DO THAT when he can get ass from any slut on a friday night around last call at your local bars TELL ME WHY? theres no point shit i wouldnt. i guess what i mean is decent guys are gone & if by chance you've found someone to take you as you are, who's committed & not about chasing after sluts for side projects then fucking appreciate what great MAN yes MAN you have in your life because MEN are honest and trusting, boys are immature liars, and theres just way too many boys out there you sluts have ruined. Theres no such thing as a courting process anymore one date two dates three dates... she hasn't put out yet nahhh thats shits over! really thats how it is nowadays and thats sad. A nice girl got fucked over, becomes a bitch, and fucks over a nice guy, who then becomes an ass, and fucks over a nice girl & it starts all over again. FUCK THIS CYCLE IT SUCKS!
it's not cool & i refuse to be a part of it im young im gonna live it up like i should
so guys lemme tell you something I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU, HOW YOU FEEL, AND WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT ME, IF YOU THINK YOU'RE DIFFERENT YOU'RE NOT. Im young, im not down to get so serious with anyone right now im enjoying my life, my freedom and being single, meeting new people & having fun with them in a NON SLUTTY WAY EITHER THANKS. Never being tied down or feel shitty about some guy or should i say boy! i havent felt that way in so long and i think im used to it now i like never being ina shitty mood over a guy! i get annoyed when a girl tells me about some guy making her feel shitty or sad im like WAKE THE FUCK UP BE SINGLE & FREE you'll be happy. I dont believe i need a guy to make me happy amazing friends YES but a guy NEVER! Thank my fucking morales i've never had to way up thinking what a great night wait why do i have bruises down there and shit. wtf did i do last night exactly YEAH no thanks im glad i've never dealt with having to go buy plan b over a night of being a stupid slut THANK YOU MORALS! & FUCK SLUTS! So fuck guys right now maybe its just the guys in the la area but you're all definatley NOT something i look forward to, you're sleazy, sketchy immature little shits & whatever girl ruined you i wanna slap across the face cos i believe deep down at some point you guys could have been great charming men, but your ruined whether by some bitch or by how girls are nowadays YOU'RE RUINED! sex crazed, horny, sketchy, lying, bastards. SAD BUT TRUE Someday i do wanna be really into a great guy who's mature, knows what he wants & isnt afraid to go out into the world and get it, who thinks for himself, whos charming funny, friendly, handsome, witty, direct, with great taste in music, movies and art, who knows how to be honest, trustworthy and most of all A REAL GENUINE MAN, but as for right now this person does not exist. He can't he'd be way too perfect too be true i dont want perfect i want REAL with real passion, real feelings, real words who isnt gonna spit some bullshit game or lead me on or be a sketchy ass little boy. Someone to accept flaws and all however flaws liek lying & being a sketch i will never put up with EVER! SO I WON'T LET MYSELF BE TIED DOWN. its not worth it YOU'RE NOT WORTH IT TO ME. I wanna travel, make money, spend MY hard earned money on whatever the fuck i want, do things, go out on dates, paint, read great books, finish school, move to frisco, meet amazing people, do great things settling down is NOT an option. ITS JUST NOT. ps-

Thursday, February 25, 2010

dear krysten ritter

i think you are so adorable i mean that in thee most non lesbian way too btw but seriously shes so cute & pretty in whatever she wears. my ideal vision or pretty is krysten for sure when my hair get longer i want my old bangs back im in love with her hair too! Shes adorable i wanna see her in more movies come on! shes adorable & i love how she pulls off like any color lipstick I LOVE HER<3 she makes me miss my old bangs!

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

daria & meaning what you say

so finally daria! episodes on dvd come out this year HELL YEAH!:)
PS-i want my moz tattoo alreadyyyy!
today advice tips etc.
honestly mind games are high school. don't fuck with people even if you know you can it's not very nice and karma WILL be a bitch if you are! Now i am talking about the people in your life you care about don't fuck with those you care about about because if you really do care you won't mess with them and give them bullshit in the first place. Think about it why would you lie to someone who cares about you & accepts you with all your flaws? YOU SHOULDN'T im not saying be straight up with everyone you meet no im talking about those in your life already. Friends family and special friends if their in your life already then be honest dont give them bullshit im sure they dont deserve it and lying never leads to any good FOR SERIOUS!
xo-me

Sunday, February 21, 2010

shutter island



finally i was waiting for a good movie!

Thursday, February 18, 2010

i wanna be rich what do you want?


well nothings gonna happen if you just sit on your ass right?
i'll have myself a badass pad someday & do whathever the fuck i want,not depend on someone else or need their approval on the way i live my life and do the things i do. Pretty much just be free, i won't let anything stand in my way i'll stay motivated and surround myself with other people who are motivated.No bums, no moochers, no low lifes, and no SKETCHES OR FAKES!
I believe anyone can have goals but only those who really want them can achieve them. Dream and dream big people don't let yourself settle. Whether it's settling for a job just cos it pays but leaves you miserable after every shift FUCK THAT go look for something better. Or settling for a friendship thats more give than take FUCK THAT you deserve better everyone deserves at least ONE genuine true friend in their life myabe except for liars FUCK LYING SKETCHES! but serious friends are important. Also don't settle for the first person to come up to you telling you how they like you and think you're pretty FUCK THAT nowadays i know the dating game has changed but if you're really looking to be ina RELATIONSHIP then GET TO KNOW THE OTHER PERSON seriously getting into a realtionship with someone you hardly know won't exactly give you that long lasting kinda deal think about it?! How can you be with someone and care about someone you don't even know that well.  ps-if you are in a relationship in which you just cant stand the person your with and think they need to change WAKE UP people don't change over night, and sometimes EVER & if you cant accept someone for how there are then end it.DON'T BE that sad person that think I'M GONNA BE THE ONE WHO CHANGES him/her NO! YOU WON'T. If they make you miserable you wont wake up one day & be happy with them. Have confidence & be happy without them. Remember if your not happy with yourself how can someone else be happy with YOU!AND if you're not into that & love your freedom stay single don't settle just cos your friends,parents,coworkers tell you someday you'll find someone FUCK THAT if you dont wanna find them THATS OK who cares what people say being single doesnt mean anything bad so don't let people tell you otherwise. ANYWAYS my point here is no one should settle whatever your looking for job wise friendship wise realtionship wise make sure YOU KNOW what it is you want seriously KNOW! because it could walk right up to you be in your face & you'd never know it OPEN YOUR EYES OPEN YOUR HEARTS AND JESUS CHRIST CLOSE YOUR LEGS! yes its cool you're single ready to mingle livin life to the fullest but BEING A SLUT is not cool. Have your hookups of some intense hot crazy sex but dont go brag about it, SEX IS GOOD, no SEX IS GREAT but letting the world know about your AMAZING CRAZY SEX LIFE not cool kinda immature and attention whorey especially when you meet someone you are actually intrested in as more than another crazy sex encounter. DUDES this doesnt apply to you we know it feeds your ego teling your friends about some bomb bitch you had we get it! but ladies letting everyone in on your sex life so NOT classy! if you feel the need to just share about last nights great sex COOL tell your girlfriends not every dam person you see that day tho REALX! anyways
so what im saying is JUST BE READY FOR WHAT COMES AT YOU don't settle know what you want & go out & get it! stop with the excuses NO ONE likes a pitty party & NO ONE likes a downer if your friends are the ones bringing you dont MAKE NEW ONES! get rid of the shit that makes you bummed go get a distraction GYM,GO TO BARS,SHOP,WALKING PARKS, DRAW, PAINT, WALK YOUR DOG, GO TO SCHOOL, GO BACK TO SCHOOL TO TAKE UP A CLASS YOU'RE INTRESTED IN, STOP SMOKING WEED, READ A BOOK, GET A NEW HAIRCUT, GO TO DISNEYLAND, WALK AROUND IN LA, VISIT A RECORD STORE, HANG WITH GOOD VIBIN PEOPLE, WRITE A BOOK, CLEAN YOUR HOUSE OR EVEN YOUR ROOM, GO TAKE PICTURES, CHECK OUT A BAND YOU LIKE, SKATE, RIDE YOUR BIKE, GO TO THE BEACH, GO FOR A DRIVE, REDO YOUR ROOM, DANCE, DO PILATTES shits amazinggg!, GO TO VEGAS, READ A MAGAZINE, VISIT AN OLOD FRIEND, LEARN TO PLAY AN INSTRUMENT & JAM, OR CREATE A FUCKING BLOG :)
WHATEVER FLOATS YOUR BOAT DO SOMETHING FOR YOU! but dont be settling for shit in your life that doesn't make you feel good. you only live once so might as well make the best of it and if you want something go out & get it do it & don't let anyone tell you different. It's YOUR life not someone else's so fuck settling, fuck distractions, do what you want BE RESPONSIBLE BE SENSIBLE & BE HAPPY you deserve it! & don't let ANYONE tell you any different.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

joseph gordon levitt





He makes me swoooooooooon<3

Friday, February 5, 2010

?'s about the opposite sex



i interviewed my friend anthony on his take on certain things
regarding the opposite sex... i sound stupid but anyway i wanna
interview guys on their take about relationship, the opposite sex etc
REAL STUFF FROM REAL DUDES & and ALWAYS ON THE SPOT no thinking time REAL stuff :)
lemme know if your intrested in being interviewed k thankssss

Thursday, February 4, 2010

my friends>you ;)





get it, got it, good! night out with the boys was fun.
got to play with my camera cool!