I'm going to bitch

• Hate how 2010 left me jobless, careless assholes no one is fucking hiring right now FUCK! 
• I have bills shits about to get REALLY hard in about 2 months! Therefore I need a job like oh um TODAY!
• My gas tank disappears way too fast.
• People in these dam love triangles, why does everyone HAVE to know everyone!
• Friends who get mad for no good reason fucking cry babies!
• Friends who only want you around when they need friends I HATE THAT SHIT!
• Seeing people I'd really rather not on facebook's 'who you may know'
• Pitty parties we ALL have issues calm down & don't overreact, it'll get resolved eventually.[this post is NOT a pitty party I did warn I was going to bitch didn't I, YES!]
• I swear my hair stopped growing, serious.
• Also if I would have been aware I wouldn't be working I wouldn't have dyed my hair black after about a year of letting my real color in, so I could have gone back to red. TOO LATE NOW DAMMIT.
• I've kinda lost my way, but I haven't given up, I just hate not knowing what's gonna happen now.
• Where did all my necklaces go? 
• Not in school & no money to take any road trips WTF!
• Changed my number to avoid coke whores & psycho ex's only for some new idiot to keep texting me, when I said WRONG NUMBER!
• I'm in desperate need of a ladies night, but I'm always the dam DD what's with that?
• Parents. That's all I'm going to say about that!
• I miss sushi dates, actually all lunch dates or dinner dates not even with dudes with my girl friends too.
• Haven't been to a show in ages I miss them.
• Why must you tell me about my ex? Outta sight outta mind I DON'T CARE! You shouldn't either.
• Need a new way to get rid of frustration gym isn't doing it for me anymore.
• Having a car payment which means no moving out for the next 4 years GREAT.
• Did this bitch REALLY have to date the last guy I actually had true feelings for, I'm over him yeah but seeing her with him is fucking annoying, she was like my sister, ex bffs should just stay away from guys I date, don't needa see that.
• Hate how people call me a bitch cos I say how I REALLY feel, truth hurts SO DEAL. It's not hating it's saying what we're ALL thinking relax you're NOT better than me cos you don't speak your mind OK.
• My legs I just hate them end of story, don't tell me they're fine. They may be to you, but not to me issues YEAH WHATEVER.
• Why do people talk about each other on FB but don't use names IDIOT we ALL know who you're talking about DUMBASS.
• AND lastly what the fuck is going on with my sex life right now?! FUCK IT'S ALL JUST STUPID.

OK i'm done bitching, glad I got it all out there :) & about the picture HOT SHIT RIGHT? haha


ps-haven't really blogged lately cos I haven't really had anything blog worthy to be honest, this is just a big rant SORRY next blog will be todays beautiful beach pictures. xx

i need

i need a place of my own to walk around topless in, it really is sucha great feelin, being topless that is.

JUST SAYING!

I've been wanting to go out on a date lately, with someone interesting, to have some stimulating conversation with, to have nervous laughs with, and have that 'does he digg me?' feeling over, i love dating it's fun when you're single like me.

 Also based on the recent activities of THIS week i'm apparently quite the match maker lol anyways i also saw the new Jake Gyllenhaal Movie its called love & other drugs, i liked it, it WAS a chick flick but it wasn't horrible, so bottom line tho i got a lil depressed after watching it not cos it's sad but because i never realized how much jake gyllenhaal looks like my ex, my east coast ex that is every scene he was in reminded me of my dam ex and i was like dammm he was so dam handsome i miss being in a long distance relationship, obviously since i called him my ex you know that didn't end up working out i won't go into details cos thats in the past, but i really do miss long distance relationships, i can't stand clingyness or seeing someone too often that movie reminded me of how much i like weird relationships that don't usually fall into the "norm" i guess i enjoy having my space, even when i am spoken for i've never been the needy type of girl thank god, i don't need to be with my bf or the guy i'm dating 24/7 to be content in my relationship, not that there is anything wrong with that if you do like to always be with your significant other tho, i'm just saying me personally i don't do that, but you know what they say NEVER SAY NEVER, cos sometimes with the bullshit i deal with from certain people sometimes i do feel like those people who have someone to wife it with are smart, smart in the sense that they can just say fuck it to everyone else and focus on their significant other and no one else maybe it is less drama that way, i've been in the 'see each other everyday relationship' & the 'see each other every summer' and even the 'see each other every 3 months relationship', i'm not gonna say one is better than the other because all it comes down to is if both people really want to make it work, you can have one person want it more than the other, and if you don't have trust you most definitely don't have a relationship, so with that being said whatever happens will happen, right now dating is fun & being single couldn't be any more amazing :) the best part about being young is there is NO MISTAKES it all just research. 

what is with guys these days?

BEING or TELLING someone you're pussy whipped is thee HUGEST turn off ever, 

IN OTHER WORDS YOU PRETTY MUCH JUST TOLD US YOU HAVE NO BALLS & CAN BE CONTROLLED 

no girl wants to hear that dummy!!! whats wrong with guys these days serious

WHERE ARE YOUR BALLS??? FIND THEM & TILL THEN DON'T TALK TO ME :) 

ps-if i wanted to be with a pussy i'd be a lesbian duh!

& i still feel like true gentlemen are like dinosaurs EXTINCT!

all the sluts & cheaters have ruined the good men, turning the into scum
i know there's still some gentlemen out there but seriously, there's few & i totally understand why, i really feel like sluts ruin the good ones & the rest are already jerks,

i miss east coast dudes :( always such manners always gentlemen k i'm done venting/bitching i was just trying to say 1-men shouldn't be all pussy whipped it's disgusting & 2-true gentlemen are becoming extinct cos sluts ruin them, least i haven't come across one in some time now & i'm starting to think i won't