before i die

LONDON,INDIA, BRAZIL, PERU, AND VENICE. i wanna visit these places,

travel for a while and enjoy every place i travel to. meet different people & live differently than what im used to, its weird but i dont have anything keeping me here & i liek that

i have no plans to every settle down with anyone ever start a family nothing like that

i just want to travel the world someday, lately i just feel like getting away and starting over somewhere new where i dont know anyone & no one knows me not that i have anything to hide my past has made me who i am and i will forever love all my memories of being young
its just i feel like theres MORE to life more that i'd rather do than just settle down and stay in california im not saying i'd move away and never come back im saying i feel like people are just too self involved sometimes and the older we get the more we see peoples true color

sometimes friends arent friends and im sick of dealin with people bullshit i have who i need

i just know i wanna meet new & intresting souls adventures i feel liek everyones the same here

& its dragging me down to this point that i feel like everyones bullshit i hate this feelin.

maybe i've been workin to much i havent seen my good friends in a while and a conversation or two here and there isnt the same as truly enjoying a friends company, bottom line i feel i really need to get away i wanna work super hard SAVE & TRAVEL already started saving half my paychecks so heres to traveling in due time!!! or before i die :]

damn your love,

Listen to the wind blow...Watch the sunrise;Runnin' in the shadows...Damn your love, damn your lies!And if you don't love me nowYou will never love me again;I can still hear you sayingYou would never break the chain.And if you don't love me nowYou will never love me again;I can still hear you sayingWe must never break the chain.Listen to the wind blow...Down the comes the night.Runnin' in the shadows...Damn your love, damn your lies!Break the silence,Damn the dark, damn the light!And if you don't love me nowYou will never love me again;I can still hear you sayingWe would never break the chain.And if you don't love me nowYou will never love me again;I can still hear you sayingWe must never break the chain.And if you don't love me nowYou will never love me again;I can still hear you sayingWe must never break the chain.Chain......keep us together....Running in the shadows

there is a light & it never goes out

Take me out tonight Where there's music and there's people

And they're young and alive Driving in your car, I never, never want to go home

Because I haven't got one anymore

Take me out tonight Because I want to see people, and I want to see light

Driving in your car, oh, please don't drop me home Because it's not my home,

it's their home And I'm welcome no more

LOVE LOVE LOVE him<3

tomorrow/beach& co-workers

should be dope im sykked i love my jobb & my co workerssss<3

a grand $$$

a grand is gonna feel BOMB in my pocket!
tomorrow i cash my 2 checks all my hard work is gonna pay off
yeahhhhhhhh shoppin bitch!!!!

cant wait so happy:)

a cool while

yes its been a cool while since i blogged so whats new!
i've been working working oh and working!
its bank yes butits not easy im working 2 jobs and its wearin me out
i wont lie no day off in 2 weeks and my next day off isnt till this sunday:/
found out some fucked up shit about co workers and im over it
im glad im leaving soon fuck that job gettin 11+ is bombbbbb:)

want/NEED

A few thanggggggggs so lets do some serious shopping:) ASAP

my date

was cute he was charming and thats all im saying.
a lady never tells :) <333 ha

PS- i ve been working both jobs so heres my goals!
after my 90 day probation if they keep me
im getting my prius of corolla :)
after a year once i know for SURE its stable
I WILL MOVE OUT!!!! HELLL YEAHHHHH :)
ILL BE OUT BY MY 21ST BIRTHDAY THATS WHATS UP :)
im loving everything in my life right now feels amazing to be so
appreciated from both jobs 5000 applicants for mjy second jobv and i was one of the 130 new hires I LOVE IT & the more i hear about the company teh more i LOVE it!!!!


cheers to a great life<3